Justin returned today at 5:15am
I was there waiting for him
right when he got off the train.
I missed him so much.
My heart is so much more at peace now.
Over the summer,
he had a secret project.
Nearly every day of summer,
he wrote in a notebook.
Filling the pages with emotions, thoughts and facts
right after or while experiencing them.
at the end of Summer,
he gave me the notebook as a present.
I did not know what it was that he was working on the entire summer,
and may have definitely cried when he gave it to me this morning.
I am now at work,
reading through the pages of his writing,
experiencing summer again
day by day.
It is such a beautiful present.
I feel so blessed.
I love him so much.